This journal stands for all the furry related dreams I ever had ... x.x (minus the only pron one I ever had about a golden fox)

may, 27h
I somehow saw gizben put an avatar on his old account... he wrote a journal to apologize... and say he'd "draw a pic for everybody he left behind"

friday the 10th
TWO dreams in the same night. wow, record beaten.
gizben contacted me, cause he was feeling really sorry. he sent me voice message, he had a cute voice and I could understand him even with his accent which was strong. I also used a kind of teleportation thing to see him, and he lived in a 2 roomed house, in the middle of a huge field, alone. could have lived in switzerland, honestly. I know he isn't this way irl, but in the dream he was blond, with mid-long hair that'd almost reach his shoulder.
I dont recall the second dream. I was afraid of my first dream being only a dream ... and he reassured me. and we talked as friends again.

march the 27th
I don't remember it at all.

march the 26th
I have dreamed of him indirectly. a friend of him faved me pic and he had to do something with it.

march, the 13th
dreamed of gizzy. he had faved my pic, and time passed and we became friends again. :/

february the 11th
i was in a prison because furries have taken over the world or some shit like that, and i was demanding to see gizben ... colditz was telling me stuff about him in my dream, like he loves painting, and that his dad was a painter ... and he came in front of me and we talked and he ended up hugging me from behind, and I thought "how sweet it feels..."

from 12 to 19
dreamed of gizzy thrice. four times actually.
-I had dreamed of a lion. and I knew I was happy because I didn't dream of him.
-was crying at school because I miss him
-dont remember
-dont remember ;/

february the 10th
I dont recall the dream. sucks to be me.

january the 27th
i dreamed of him again. it was early in the day and i saw his purple window pop up and he said
gizben says :
hi
zorgy ... im here to stay now...
o//o cuddle...?
zorgy says :
oh gizzy... *pounces and holds you*
i'll never let you go again...
gizben says :
I'll stay forever now zorgy
im sorry for all that...


january the 26th
I had a dream ... but I can't remember it.

january the 25th
not totally furry again. I was playing halo on valhalla with gizben, and I happened to ask him things like "I just want answers for these 2 questions, i dont care about the rest ... Im glad you're back"
he had the same voice as colditz, with a spanish accent.

january the 18th
not totally furry : dreamed of waking up at 7, turning the computer on, seeing colditz's name BACK AT NINE ... and poof, the pop up when someone adds you appears. was gizzy ... adding me with another email address. he added to me to explain me that i should gtfo.

january the 16th
I had sent a message to gizzy through the DALove, and he added me on msn ... we talked and he was sorry, he thought i hated him and thats why he didnt try to contact me before. I heard his voice (soft, kinda like mine... so cute x//x ). then he had to leave, but I knew he'd come back. it finally was how it used to be, again.
that kind of dream please me a lot.

januray the 15th
gizzy, again and again. he wrote a journal, submitted a deviation and everything on his old account : he was back.
he had submitted several icons for his pals (none for me), wrote a journal the way he used to...

december 26th
gizzy, once again. I was lost in the sewers with 2 nemesis running after me. reidthecat drew a deviation (a meme thing) , and the 12th person featured was a white fox looking like gizzy ... at the end he said "gizben(c)ex3wee"(or ex3squee ...) and it was gizzy indeed.

december the 23rd 08:
gizzy again. logging on msn. and being angry at me ... but I was happy nonetheless as it was early and we'd have talked all night long.

december the 15th 08:
I dreamed of Youkai (the fox fursona) and I walking on a football field for sometime, side by side, as I was holding him against me.
then, we went in a car, he was driving around and asked me "what should we do?" and I replied "I'd like to be all alone ... with you, yuki ...". he replied "uh... I ... me too ..." and we ended up kissing :3

October, the xxx 08 :
was being a ninja in a kind of egyptian themed maze. been some times since I had this dream, and it is all blury now. I remember falling in a pit, and when i hit the ground, Gizzy were there, beside me.

xxx (july/august) :
Was in a futuristic hotel room. after taking a shower(?) I went outside the room (clothed, mind you) in a hurry, and hit a furry white boy while running. I fell on top of him apologizing... and I slowly realised who that boy was (Gizzy). ... and we talked for a bit (was still on top of him) and we eventually ended up kissing x//x